At the beginning of March I began doing a Bible read through the New Testament, and I must confess sometimes it is hard to have fresh eyes while reading the stories I have heard since I was a little girl. I have found though that I can ask God to show me new things (Psalm 119:18 "Open my eyes that I may see wonderful things in Your law.") or even forgotten things in His word as I read, and He is so faithful in answering me. It has been such a blessing to read and rediscover who Jesus is. It is so amazing. Jesus is the exact representation of God (Hebrews 1:3), and I can read about who He is in the gospels and all throughout the New Testament. God has made Himself known.
That is a heavy statement in and of itself. God. The Creator of everything known and unknown, has revealed everything we need to know about Himself in His Word, Jesus (John 1:1).
A couple days ago, as I was reading, I came to the story in Mark 10:17-31, about a rich young man. And those of you who know the story can probably understand why when I came to this story, it took everything in me to not just skim over it. It's so sad. It's hard for me to hear. It always makes me feel like I should be doing more. So I began to ask God to reveal wonderful things to me in His word.
He did.
The man comes to Jesus, falls on his knees before Him, and asks, "what can I do to inherit eternal life?" Jesus answers, "You know the commandments: 'do no murder, do not commit adultery, do not steal, do not give false testimony, do not defraud, honor your father and mother.'" The man says that he has kept all those things since he was a boy.
This is where it begins to get interesting...
Mark 10:21 says "Jesus looked at him and loved him." Jesus already knew the man's heart, and yet He loved Him. Jesus loved Him enough to tell him what He lacked. "'One thing you lack,' says Jesus. 'Go, sell everything you have and give to the poor, and you will have treasure in heaven. Then come, follow me.'
At this, the man's face fell. He went away sad, because he had great wealth."
This is usually the part where my heart gets distressed.
"Jesus looked around and said to His disciples, 'How hard it is for the rich to enter the kingdom of God!'"
Thoughts began swirling in my head... Darren and I do give, consistently, frequently, and our hearts feel happy and generous in it... But we haven't given away everything. What does this mean? Lord, am I even doing enough for You?
But I kept trudging along in my Bible reading, and then something that truly I hadn't paid much thought to before gave such hope!
Verse 24, "The disciples were amazed at His word. But Jesus said again, 'Children, how hard it is to enter the kingdom of God! It is easier for a camel to go through the eye of a needle than for a rich man to enter the kingdom of God.'
The disciples were even more amazed, and said to each other, 'Who then can be saved?'
"Jesus looked at them and said 'With man this is impossible, but not with God; all things are possible with God.'"
All things are possible with God. Wow. All things are possible with God. It was as if Jesus pointed to that man and said, "You are not going to make it! Shoot! It's easier for a camel to go through the eye of a needle than for you to follow a few commandments and be clean of all guilt! But, God so loved you, that He sent me, that you may have ever lasting life."
Praise the LORD. Isn't it so wonderful to know that our God is faithful? He truly has saved me. Not because of the good I have done or will do, but by His grace. I'm truly so thankful.
"For it is by grace you have been saved, through faith-and this not from yourselves, it is the gift of God- not by works, so that no one can boast. For we are God's workmanship, created in Christ Jesus to do good works, which God prepared in advance for us to do." -Ephesians 2:8-10